depressedI don't think I'm really keeping up anymore.
ETA: that said... Eh. I had a bad day (an exceptionally bad day, there was more), but... I'm learning stuff, but I'm still worried. And I can feel the burnout coming, I really am having trouble maintaining the pace and you don't want to know how much time I already commit to this. I'm doing just fine on everything that I can do with brute memorization (yay?), and I get almost as much spoken practice as I can handle before my brain shuts down, but it's really exhausting. And the trends are bad.
