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10 November 2009 @ 01:34 pm
I think I was worrying about the wrong thing. At least I didn't get a D. Barely.

I don't think I'm really keeping up anymore.

ETA: that said... Eh. I had a bad day (an exceptionally bad day, there was more), but... I'm learning stuff, but I'm still worried. And I can feel the burnout coming, I really am having trouble maintaining the pace and you don't want to know how much time I already commit to this. I'm doing just fine on everything that I can do with brute memorization (yay?), and I get almost as much spoken practice as I can handle before my brain shuts down, but it's really exhausting. And the trends are bad.
In the mood: depresseddepressed
hamanosilencehamanosilence on November 10th, 2009 02:03 pm (UTC)
I'd recomend a beer in the evening to relax ... but wait alcohol lowers the saving capacity ... hmn maybe a coke would be better then.

Allison Steinastein142 on November 10th, 2009 04:23 pm (UTC)
Hugs. Don't beat yourself up about it. Save that energy for study.