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09 September 2006 @ 12:05 am
Sigh.  
Three months ago, today.

The shock has worn off. The worst is over. But... I've been feeling lonely and depressed ever since. I wasn't before -- maybe a bit lonely sometimes (living alone and having no steady SO can do that), but I didn't care (mind?) all that much. I like being alone most of the time. This is different.

It's really starting to get on my nerves.
 
 
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Douglas Triggs: blackdoubt72 on September 10th, 2006 05:42 pm (UTC)
Well, thing is, I don't think it was that, that was just the trigger. The shock that shuffled up and down.

When I think about him now, I'm just vaguely sad. A lot of vague sadness mind you, but.

And as for being social... Well, I work at home. Alone. I take every possible opportunity to be social, because otherwise I would go mad, and that was just as true before as it is now.