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09 September 2006 @ 12:05 am
Three months ago, today.

The shock has worn off. The worst is over. But... I've been feeling lonely and depressed ever since. I wasn't before -- maybe a bit lonely sometimes (living alone and having no steady SO can do that), but I didn't care (mind?) all that much. I like being alone most of the time. This is different.

It's really starting to get on my nerves.
In the mood: depresseddepressed
asakiyumeasakiyume on September 10th, 2006 01:41 am (UTC)
I've found forcing myself to be social, even when I don't really want to be, helps when I'm feeling depressed. It fills up the minutes and hours, and then gradually the bad time passes. Plus, when you're socializing, you're bouncing up against other people, and sometimes you meet someone who you can be friends with.

It's only three months :-( Give yourself time. It's a huge, huge thing...
Douglas Triggs: blackdoubt72 on September 10th, 2006 05:42 pm (UTC)
Well, thing is, I don't think it was that, that was just the trigger. The shock that shuffled up and down.

When I think about him now, I'm just vaguely sad. A lot of vague sadness mind you, but.

And as for being social... Well, I work at home. Alone. I take every possible opportunity to be social, because otherwise I would go mad, and that was just as true before as it is now.