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13 July 2006 @ 09:07 pm
Love Letter To Existential Bliss.  
This rambling stream of consciousness post brought to you by the letter "bleh."

Tired. My mood's been souring of late. I'm okay when I'm around other people, or busy, or whatever. But, 幸せじゃありません。 I looked my mood up in the dictionary, and it said "lonely." Yep, that sounds right, that's the mood I'm in. It's new. Didn't feel this way before, just sorta eased into it.

Also been having a hell of a time sleeping. And not just at night, been tired in the days (because, well, insomnia, duh), and haven't even been napping well. That just kinda sucks (can't blame the cold, even though it's lingering slightly, there just ain't enough of it). Means I'm about a day behind where I think I should be for work stuff otherwise (I'll probably work one day this weekend to catch up a bit -- figure I'll do a major hike the other, can't really do two really major ones in a row anyway -- not a fourteener, though, but something long and with some altitude, need to get back up to speed after the cold and out of town and such).

Anyway, I'm seriously over quota on angsty-LJ for the year here. So, need to get social again, dammit. Tired's kinda getting in the way, I was going to maybe call people tonight (there are a couple people I haven't talked to in forever I should call anyway), but I needed a (crappy) nap more.

So. Party at my place next week, methinks. Crap, when were we doing the 会話 going away party for people? Gotta make sure not to do that day.

And for now... Some dolcetto d'alba (first taste here -- not as good as chianti, but not bad), turkey bacon, and a crappy romantic comedy starring Sandra Bullock, cuz at least she's cute (except in Crash. In Crash she was a total b*tch. Damn). Oh, and maybe I'll think about the really cute girl I think maybe moved in downstairs. No further information available, 'cept judging by the new wireless network that popped up, she might be Chinese. She looked like she could have been, but if I'd been guessing by appearance, I would have guessed maybe Vietnamese. Heh.

What I really need is a decent night's sleep tonight. Also, perhaps a poor choice of musical selections, under the circumstances, but it came up in party shuffle, so it's not like I picked it especial.

Blah, blah, blah. Entertain me, LJ.
Current Location: 80228
In the mood: tiredtired
Now playing: Tchaikovsky - Symphony No. 6 'Pathetique' - 2. Allegro con G
asakiyume: wall dragonasakiyume on July 14th, 2006 09:24 am (UTC)
new wireless network downstairs
Do you get a peek at her music list? Somehow at the university where my husband worked, when he was on wireless, he could see someone else's iTunes (I may be garbling this somehow) and he said it was pretty interesting to see what they were playing.

Nice that a cute girl comes along w/the wireless network.
Douglas Triggs: cateyesdoubt72 on July 14th, 2006 11:42 am (UTC)
Re: new wireless network downstairs
No, I didn't bother to check to see if it was secured, I was just noticing the broadcast name.

Odds are she's married or something, though. I live in a row (stack?) of the bigger (two bedroom) apartments, so not many people live in them solo.
Tully: dangertully01 on July 14th, 2006 03:02 pm (UTC)
Re: new wireless network downstairs
Is that standard with new wireless networks, or available only with the mail-in rebate form?
Douglas Triggs: kawase tomokodoubt72 on July 14th, 2006 06:31 pm (UTC)
Re: new wireless network downstairs
Well, there's the picture of happy people on the box.

Well, not really, it's actually a damned boring box. Might have been some insert or something with happy people on it, but I would have long since thrown it away.
dragonet2dragonet2 on July 14th, 2006 10:46 am (UTC)
What the hell
is that icon for this post? that is so weird.
Douglas Triggs: domo-kun!doubt72 on July 14th, 2006 11:43 am (UTC)
Re: What the hell
It's Viking Domo-kun!
dragonet2dragonet2 on July 14th, 2006 12:30 pm (UTC)
Re: What the hell
YIKES! (learn something new every day...)