Douglas Triggs (doubt72) wrote,
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Love Letter To Existential Bliss.

This rambling stream of consciousness post brought to you by the letter "bleh."

Tired. My mood's been souring of late. I'm okay when I'm around other people, or busy, or whatever. But, 幸せじゃありません。 I looked my mood up in the dictionary, and it said "lonely." Yep, that sounds right, that's the mood I'm in. It's new. Didn't feel this way before, just sorta eased into it.

Also been having a hell of a time sleeping. And not just at night, been tired in the days (because, well, insomnia, duh), and haven't even been napping well. That just kinda sucks (can't blame the cold, even though it's lingering slightly, there just ain't enough of it). Means I'm about a day behind where I think I should be for work stuff otherwise (I'll probably work one day this weekend to catch up a bit -- figure I'll do a major hike the other, can't really do two really major ones in a row anyway -- not a fourteener, though, but something long and with some altitude, need to get back up to speed after the cold and out of town and such).

Anyway, I'm seriously over quota on angsty-LJ for the year here. So, need to get social again, dammit. Tired's kinda getting in the way, I was going to maybe call people tonight (there are a couple people I haven't talked to in forever I should call anyway), but I needed a (crappy) nap more.

So. Party at my place next week, methinks. Crap, when were we doing the 会話 going away party for people? Gotta make sure not to do that day.

And for now... Some dolcetto d'alba (first taste here -- not as good as chianti, but not bad), turkey bacon, and a crappy romantic comedy starring Sandra Bullock, cuz at least she's cute (except in Crash. In Crash she was a total b*tch. Damn). Oh, and maybe I'll think about the really cute girl I think maybe moved in downstairs. No further information available, 'cept judging by the new wireless network that popped up, she might be Chinese. She looked like she could have been, but if I'd been guessing by appearance, I would have guessed maybe Vietnamese. Heh.

What I really need is a decent night's sleep tonight. Also, perhaps a poor choice of musical selections, under the circumstances, but it came up in party shuffle, so it's not like I picked it especial.

Blah, blah, blah. Entertain me, LJ.

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